Seven hours in the ER yesterday revealed an infection in my colon. Not a good day. It took 5 techs to be able to find a blood vessle for an IV. The pain was unbearable as they stuck me and then moved the needle around to hit a vein. I feel as though I've been beaten up.
I am obsessing about the job and am convinced that I blew it on the last interview. I can't shake the negative feelings and self-doubt.
Husband's job has slowed down considerably...adding to my angst.
I know that I need to just relax and get through these next few weeks. Hard to do with so much up in the air.